Wednesday, July 21, 2010

:)

You meant the world to me. For months now you've been all Ive thought about but OH no Now really the reason why I'm thinking about you is because I'm sick of your shit I'm wanting to kick you in the teeth i wont but i want to. You make me feel so special say you love me but NOW. Your all thinking about my friend and liking her. AFTER you've NEVER met her before! like really grow the fuck up! Learn that you shouldn't make someone feel special then fuck them over! it doesn't feel so well. It actually umm feels like SHIT ! so you know what FUCK YOU. I'm done why don't you go fuck one of your little girls who you make feel special then LEAVE them.

FUCK YOU

Jadin :)

Friday, July 2, 2010

You and me.Me and You

No matter how you say it now matter how it makes you
feel it always means the same thing. No one can tell you who is right
and who is wrong for you its you to say that. No matter how someone treats you
you'll be able to tell if the belong with you. They could treat you like compleet
shit but when you look into there eyes you see a connection. Thats all that really
matter. You figure out who you love. But dont expect it to go all well. there is alway those little bumbs in the road,
.and even if you think its a clear way someone will in then end get hurt. But dont be scared of that take chance live your life how you want to.
not how someone else tell you to cause then youll hjave no fun. Life is all about fun not about doing everything perfectly

Monday, June 28, 2010

Summer

>It's the summer time and well.
My summer days are kina going ok i have a best friend who is moving
but its good that he is.Because yeah umm he lives 4 hours away.
And now we hes moving and he will only be 45 min away.
Isnt that just the Perfect thing ever. I'll finaly get to see
my besst friend.

Cant wait :P

Come here fast Franny

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I wish I wouldn't have told you Thomas grant ...:(

I told my best friend that I loved him last night
and well it didn't go so well Thomas does not feel the
same way at all. I knew that but i still took a chance
and some how I think I'm regreting it. I know I
never have a chance with that boy and I know he
doesn't want a chance with me. Boy are wierd they
make you feel specail but then they shoot you
down like your nothing to them.
I just wish at some point I'll be good enough for
someone. Someone I love and soemone who whont
play games with my heart

love ...pfft

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Some people ..
Some people should just learn to love the one
there with
cheating is not the anwser
so love the one your with
or don't be with them

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Mehh

Some people say ilu like it's nothing
some peope never say it
I only say it when I mean it
so ily ilu ilu
Ilu so much boy I'd do anything for you babe
but w.e you don't love me great !

Friday, January 8, 2010

Ok well every seconde of the day your on my mind
I wish you could just be mine
I love you babe
but you love someone else
WTF why am I posting this on the net
oh yeah cause I don't care if the world knows I love you cause I truly do
I love you boy please come back to my arms
I miss you boy I miss those kisses
WTF no point in this he doesn't care he loves someone else

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I lay in bed and wonder were have I gone wrong ?
Why did I fuck things up ?
And most of all WTF I miss you!
Most of you may not know who I'm talking about but there was a boy in my life and well he changed my life he made it so much better he made me feel loved and happy ever moment I was with him.! I loved that boy so much and I still do but his mother had to go and fuck things up!
I really just wish I could have him again ! He changed my life and I love that boy !!
Hes happy though he has a new beautiful girlfriend and treats him well. And if he's happy I should be happy but I'm not I'm sad every moment. It's because I still love that boy but there he's loving someone else !!
W.e I guess I'm never good enough !!
ilu babe <3

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

At this moment in my lifE nothing is going right
mom is pissy
friend problems
and of mostly BOYS
no matter the situation I'm the one who fuckes everything up
iM the one who gets blamed for everything
and in the end I get my heart broken
I just can't handle it anymore everyone thinks im strong wiel. I'm not I'm actually pretty weak
and having to cry myslef to sleep isn't working anymore I think I just need that one person to love me and to not break my heart pfft I was it was just that easy:(:(:'( !!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

Friends

As you move on in life you get new friends
but you'll also lose most
I don't want to lose any of my friends
I love them all
most friends except you for you are
if they don't there not your friends
I love all of you
!<3

My heart is not a toy

You make me laugh you make me cry
you make me smile you make me frown
you say that you love me then you rip me appart
And the only reason you do this is beacause I think you enjoy believing tht my heart a toy
my heart is not a toy car you can't say were it should go

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Pfftt your a jerk

Pffftt you say you love me go love someone else
pfftt you say you need Me all you need all you need is a life
pfft you say you want me all you want is sex
pfftt you say you care all do you is scare
When you say you want to use me then You finaly tell the truth

Love

I'm a girl who has had my heart broken so many time I stop counting
it get me pissed off hereing I'm sorry after ever time to
Cause there never Sorry if ther were they would of never broken my heart
Like all those little pricks who have
I you think some of them are diffrent but nope all guys are the same
I just want someoneto love me
plz love me ?

Me and just me :)

Ok you probably think when you hear jadin Murray a simple girl well no. not al all
I'm pretty complicated .
Pretty clumsy and just a paline old dork
but in my mind that's me and so what you may not know who I really am but you might have an idea
and that's good .