I lay in bed and wonder were have I gone wrong ?
Why did I fuck things up ?
And most of all WTF I miss you!
Most of you may not know who I'm talking about but there was a boy in my life and well he changed my life he made it so much better he made me feel loved and happy ever moment I was with him.! I loved that boy so much and I still do but his mother had to go and fuck things up!
I really just wish I could have him again ! He changed my life and I love that boy !!
Hes happy though he has a new beautiful girlfriend and treats him well. And if he's happy I should be happy but I'm not I'm sad every moment. It's because I still love that boy but there he's loving someone else !!
W.e I guess I'm never good enough !!
ilu babe <3